"Because a Hero was there......
in the HEART of a teacher who cared
enabling the child to become much more......
than he ever imagined....... or dared."
I've often wondered if I truly am worthy of becoming a teacher.I knew I was called for it. But sometimes, I get frustrated with myself when I get impatient with my students and say things I am not supposed to say. I often forget that "Misbehaviour is an opportunity for teaching and learning." And that my role is not just to teach but to fill up the missing pieces or fix the broken ones in my students lives as they come like a mystery box with puzzle pieces inside.
In school love and kindness should always rule! But lately, I often failed. I am guilty of doing things that I ask the children not to do. I tell them not to shout but I myself shout. I tell them not to hurt their classmates but I myself get to hurt them, not physically, but emotionally when I do not watch my language:-(
In school, children are suppposed to feel safe, unthreatened, not afraid to try.And I wonder often times if my children just follow me because they understand that it's the right thing to do or they're just really scared of me.I wish it's the first one.... it will break my heart if it's the latter.
In school, teachers are supposed to be a model of good character, respect and encouragement for one another. But when I come to class unprepared, I lose all the respect that I already earned not just from my students and colleagues but from myself.
In school, we don't always dictate and tell our students what they should do.We need to give them the freedom to choose and decide what they want to do to be responsible and learn to think on their own.They need to discover the joy that comes from learning something new! EUREKA!
Oh well, teaching is truly not an easy journey but a very meaningful one.It is for me:-)
As a teacher, I do commit mistakes, a lot of them actually... but I try my best not keep on repeating the same mistake.
And yes, I may get very impatient sometimes, but I love all my students. Every single one of them even if they do not belong from my own class because for me "Every single child is important to lose!". They're God's gift to me. And I know that inspite of the stress, conflict, misunderstanding, discipline issues etc, my students know that standing in the midst of their classroom is a teacher who cares.......